Facing Reality!

I'm sure I've stated it several times and will continue to do so until I've got it into my head and faced reality, I'm taking 20 credits. That's huge and this is something I will accomplish with great success but will never do it again... for real! I knew going into this that I would make some sacrifices but now, I'm really missing the little things that used to make me smile. None of Dylan's shirts are ironed, my filing system has become a huge pile in my room, my bathrooms haven't been mopped in over a week (typically a daily thing) and I don't remember the last time I cooked a meal that didn't include something being microwaved. I truly love school and the idea that I might actually become a grown up but then again.... I'm trying to redefine non-traditional and want everyone to see things in a different way and not just because I'm 40ish that I do things a certain way. My friends and family will ALL agree that I don't do anything in the traditional style, so therefore I know that these little voids in my life are only temporary and for a short season. God has way too many things in store for me to think about even think about quitting, that's just not in my vocabulary.